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“Blink back your tears princess, just smile and nod like everything’s okay.”  

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life

It’s been awhile since i have wrote. Little bit of life a broken elbow collar bone and some badly torn neck muscles. the right handed cast kept me from typing well. That and some majestic writers block. Bask the pain … Continue reading

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destructive

destructive it’s all i am  it’s what i am it’s what you where  it’s what you did  it’s who i am now it’s what i do  destructive  it’s all i know how to be  emotions  i destroy them people i … Continue reading

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Old memories

Ill tear down your pictures Erase your number from my phone Burn your clothes Try to erase every memory I have of you 8 years of friendship Millions of happy memories and love made All gone now These bruises on … Continue reading

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Psalms 10

Psalm 10:1-18 NIV [1] Why, Lord, do you stand far off? Why do you hide yourself in times of trouble? [2] In his arrogance the wicked man hunts down the weak, who are caught in the schemes he devises. [3] … Continue reading

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Smiling again! Domestic violence aftermath struggle

I focus allot about the hurt and heartache and abuse that has happened. God knows there has been enough. Enough I pray to last my whole lifetime. This blog is my journey of feelings of how it feels. These past … Continue reading

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vicious scars you left behind

so you go out to drown his memory away with and attitude thats all so different from how you use to be your confidence that once was this blonde is something worth your time is now just something of bullshit  … Continue reading

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something?

blame it on me when the trees turn and i just am reminded of the thousands of memories its like the happy memories ones i forgot existed well they come crashing in I think of us i think of how … Continue reading

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“What are you g…

“What are you going to do? Are you going to live in the dark, locked in here? Afraid to look out, answer the door, leave? Yes, he’s out there, and he’s clearly not going to leave you alone until one … Continue reading

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twisted

They will ruin you Their irrational crazy thoughts rub off on you even the most sane person becomes irrational  I tried but i couldn’t pull away  I didn’t know he was a monster no one ever realize the one they … Continue reading

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