Category Archives: abuse
the devil i called love
nothing gets you like heartache that throbbing pain in your chest that suffocating moment when you feel the world stop when you wish it would when you wish it would just go on in reveres when you wish you could … Continue reading
“Blink back your tears princess, just smile and nod like everything’s okay.”
Sober sting
Tired one simple yet complex word Yet it sums up about a million thing in my life Tried- of giving a damn Tired of trying if carrying of just hurting and pretending I’m okay Just so I can fool the … Continue reading
Old memories
Ill tear down your pictures Erase your number from my phone Burn your clothes Try to erase every memory I have of you 8 years of friendship Millions of happy memories and love made All gone now These bruises on … Continue reading
the damage of love left behind
it’s like venom in my brain coursing threw my blood poisoning me all those bitter sweet lies he told me he’s and abuser you say he’s toxic you say he’s deadly i know this he’s mental i know i get … Continue reading
All his lies enough to fill the grand canyon I’m sure that still don’t stop the hurt. I look back now and realize just how toxic he was. But i loved him so much. I thought we were meant to … Continue reading
pull the trigger
you swore you love me yet were did you go be faithful but tell me were you ever all you did was lie you promised me love till forever guess forever expired planed dreams and a futre made me build … Continue reading
“Don’t tell me you still care for him?” Domestic Violence life after struggle
Sitting here blaring a single song over and over Sail by Awolnation. Headphones on music as loud as it will go. Something about this song as it repeats several times. I just vibe to it. I think how it just … Continue reading
smile
i look at pictures of us i see happiness see a girl in love i see bliss i look at pictures of me now its a mere shell of who i once was smiling seems so odd i hate to … Continue reading
maybe
I’m getting by slowly but surely i’m still alive so that means i’m getting by. Days? Well some days? yeah well some day’s I have full determination to thrive Others there like today where I can feel the breaking in … Continue reading
mytoxiclove the aftermath of a narcissistic deadly love 