Tag Archives: #abuse
the devil i called love
nothing gets you like heartache that throbbing pain in your chest that suffocating moment when you feel the world stop when you wish it would when you wish it would just go on in reveres when you wish you could … Continue reading
Sober sting
Tired one simple yet complex word Yet it sums up about a million thing in my life Tried- of giving a damn Tired of trying if carrying of just hurting and pretending I’m okay Just so I can fool the … Continue reading
destructive
destructive it’s all i am it’s what i am it’s what you where it’s what you did it’s who i am now it’s what i do destructive it’s all i know how to be emotions i destroy them people i … Continue reading
All his lies enough to fill the grand canyon I’m sure that still don’t stop the hurt. I look back now and realize just how toxic he was. But i loved him so much. I thought we were meant to … Continue reading
pull the trigger
you swore you love me yet were did you go be faithful but tell me were you ever all you did was lie you promised me love till forever guess forever expired planed dreams and a futre made me build … Continue reading
smile
i look at pictures of us i see happiness see a girl in love i see bliss i look at pictures of me now its a mere shell of who i once was smiling seems so odd i hate to … Continue reading
24
24 months just 24 months of probation misdemeanor and some other random charges 24 months i heard to day he took the plea he took the deal just 24 months thats all he gets for beating me for grueling hours … Continue reading
irrationally you
“it’s your fault I just love you so much. You made me lose my temper. I can’t stand the thought of losing you and i lost it. You just made me see red. You don’t realize how much I love … Continue reading
“What are you g…
“What are you going to do? Are you going to live in the dark, locked in here? Afraid to look out, answer the door, leave? Yes, he’s out there, and he’s clearly not going to leave you alone until one … Continue reading
Erase you
Erase- there’s points in our life we wish we had the power to erase this Is one. FLASHBACK- Late at the end of Summer one night. Beginning of the night. thinking man I love him he loves me. Nothing would … Continue reading
mytoxiclove the aftermath of a narcissistic deadly love 