Category Archives: trauma

RANT OF CHANGE

Posted on October 18, 2013 by warriorL

I choose to be proactive I choose to try and make a difference. I may be just one single girl. I swear I will do my damnedest to try and see a change! I have read and heard so many … Continue reading →

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24

Posted on October 15, 2013 by warriorL

24 months just 24 months of probation misdemeanor and some other random charges 24 months i heard to day he took the plea he took the deal just 24 months thats all he gets for beating me for grueling hours … Continue reading →

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irrationally you

Posted on October 14, 2013 by warriorL

“it’s your fault I just love you so much. You made me lose my temper. I can’t stand the thought of losing you and i lost it. You just made me see red. You don’t realize how much I love … Continue reading →

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I know I said NO

Posted on October 14, 2013 by warriorL

Fear It’s paralyzed me for two months now been in agony because of him i told what happened yet i didn’t tell it all I was scared i was frozen I couldn’t admit to it then I thought maybe it … Continue reading →

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harder and harder

Posted on October 14, 2013 by warriorL

when your at a cross road When you’re not sure which path to take but you wrestle with the devil with yourself you know whats right you know the wrong but fear it consumes you you’re still paralyzed by fear … Continue reading →

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Erase you

Posted on October 13, 2013 by warriorL

Erase- there’s points in our life we wish we had the power to erase this Is one. FLASHBACK- Late at the end of Summer one night. Beginning of the night. thinking man I love him he loves me. Nothing would … Continue reading →

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Speaking up

Posted on October 12, 2013 by warriorL

The grueling clock of a gun rings in my ears.  the taste of blood as i swallowed. crying begging for my life. being slammed like i was his personal rag doll for grueling hours. Trying to escape but every attempt … Continue reading →

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no remedy

Posted on October 10, 2013 by warriorL

Theres a million scars because of you Theres no book to read no sad song to listen to Nothing to help Nothing will take this edge off Nothing will stop this pain I have finally realized what you are I … Continue reading →

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what hurts

Posted on October 9, 2013 by warriorL

what hurts? what hurts? Did he really just ask me? Did he really just say “this hurts” Are you serious? He hurts how dare he hurts! How dare he turns this into him again he’s yelling again God he’s driving … Continue reading →

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When i can’t face the day  because i don’t want to this heavy feeling in my chests sits over me like its suffocating like i can’t breath I’m to broken to cry so i sit here instead in brutal pain … Continue reading →

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